nngghhh m . . .x

about me!

4w5 intp, minor, white romanian !!


they/them


would it have been better if i'd stayed?
swallowed up the regret sad shame.
given them what's left of me?
was it mine to give?
do i still have to give?
can i offer the scraps now?
gristle and bone,
chewed up and rotting.
or will it make them sick?
corrode their insides, cripple poison them?
i could be in the woods
buried for the insects to clean
left for the insects to clean,
until the iron smell is gone,
until i'm bleached and beautiful brittle.



games!: tlou, lis (1,BTS), re (2,4,rev2), rdr2, until dawn

music!: csh, alex g, boygenius, pheobe bridgers, clairo, big thief, daughter

bff!: esma!!>!!>!